With the right glue and some duct tape, Dr. Frank N. Stein was able to put the #parts together again after an amusing yet ultimately inappropriate Thanksgiving dinner with relatives.#vss365Protagonist can't handle cheery Thanksgiving dinner he's been invited to, goes outside for some air, sees first snowflakes falling, thinks of his daughter(who died)'s first snowfall....#WritingCommunity[not actually #vss but was in my files; it relates to the plot of my novel EXCHANGE*]
Thanksgiving #strike. Drove to neighborhood grocery for bread and deli turkey, jar of mayo, and bottle of pumpkin spice latte. Made a sandwich and checked that holiday off my list.#vss365Every year I give thanks the Thanksgiving Day #parade doesn't involve me.#vss365This year's Thanksgiving is like a #mosaic of every lucky turn we've managed to get.#vss365Just that old #pigeon on the window sill, making noise. But we have each other this Thanksgiving.#vss365Yes, he was full to bursting with Thanksgiving turkey and trimmings but #starved for attention sitting in the lounger in the corner. Someday that chair would be unoccupied.#vss365The tryptophan worked, slept 12 hours, missed family drama.-my #journal entry, Thanksgiving 2021#vss365It's looking like I won't have any turkey for Thanksgiving. Should I #worry? Or just make a lot of side dishes?#vss365
A hand weighed on his shoulder. He turned, found Jennifer beside him, holding his coat. He accepted it, pulled it on. She wore her coat but crossed her arms in front of herself. She noticed it was snowing and gazed up, smiling.
“It’s beautiful,” she spoke. “My favorite season.”
“Mine, too.” He counted snowflakes. “Hey, I’m sorry if I came off as rude. You understand, I’m sure, how it can be...being surrounded by so many people who have not experienced trauma.”
“Yes, I completely understand.” She gave him a grin. “And forgive me if I seemed too…I don’t know, too cheery? They invited me a month ago. I didn’t know you were coming. But it’s good you did. Get you out of the house. No moping around on a social occasion.”
“Yeah, social occasion. That’s it, all right.”
She asked how he had been occupying himself during the semester and he retorted that he was talking with Griffin’s wife, the psychologist, and giving a lot of free assistance to the local police. She chuckled at his phraseology.
“I brought Wendy over here just for a few days,” he said with more determination, “because our house is…. There’s some punks trying to make it their playground. I didn’t want her to be involved. I spent the past few days sitting inside, waiting for them to try to break in again—”
“Again? Oh my!”
“Or out in the backyard, in the dark, waiting for them to arrive. Then I’d…” He raised his hand like he held a pistol, then dropped his arm. “I would call the police, like any rational citizen.”
“Oh, that’s scary.”
“I’m getting used to it. Always something to hassle with.”
“I’m sorry, Bill. At least I never had that with Larry’s accident.”
“Well, the police—detectives—they have everything under control, they say. They’re on top of things. But, you know, if it takes twenty-five minutes to arrive at my house after I call in a home invasion, then they are not quite on top of things. More like on the side.”
Again she laughed, touching his arm. He noticed her gesture and she saw that he noticed. But she left her hand on his arm.
“I’m thinking of moving to an apartment. Something small and cheap. That nobody would think to break into because nothing of value would be there. I’ll sell the house. Give everything away. Start a new life.” He had to stop. “Like nothing ever hap—”
“Happened. I know what you mean. All the what-ifs….” She took his arm in hers, leaned against him like she was cold. “It’s easy to want to try and pretend it never happened. But there are still memories we want. So we don’t really want life to be as though nothing happened.”
Bill gazed at her, saw a kind face staring back. “You’re right.”
“Those memories…. They continue to exist in you. You’ll always have Becky doing her thing, and Barbara doing what she does. Don’t give that up just to be without the pain.”
“You’re right,” he mumbled, turning on the front stoop, ready to head inside. “I guess I’ll go back in.”
“And your guest. Wendy is so lovely. Smart, talented, pretty. It would be easy to become enamored by her.”
Bill grabbed the door handle, opened the glass door, reached for the door knob of the wooden door, leaving Jennifer outside.
“Sorry,” he called, pushing the glass door back open for her.
“Let’s see what the others are doing.”